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Digging myself out of the hole

November 16, 2007 | 3 Comments

As many of you know that have read this blog, you'd probably notice that I'm bittered about life.  I look negatively on it, so much so that it reflects how I live life.  Many of you may also know that I've been dealing with a particular female at work.  No, I'm not saying the name.

I've been looking at my life so negatively that in a way I'm unable to see the good things in it.  Hell, I'm alive, breathing, I have a roof over my head, food, clothing, a place to work.  But because I've seen nothing but the negative things in my life, I don't see those things.

The one thing that I can say this girl has told me is that I shouldn't keep dwelling on all of the bad shit and try to climb out of the hole that I've dug myself into.  Now, since it was only one person saying it I really thought nothing of it.  But now that I have two women telling me that I should dig myself out of the hole, I'm wondering if maybe... just maybe they're right.

I've got to think about this.